if I'm being completely honest..

sometimes I do things against my better judgement..
because that 'better judgement' is often just fear.
unfortunately, such brave [honest]
and impulsive [brash] acts do not always work in my favor..

perhaps, next time.

wait. what's this?
never mind me.
perhaps it [life] is working in my favor after all. 
just this once.


[Edit: Turns out, nope.]